“Hold to the now, the here, through which all future plunges to the past.”
― James Joyce, Ulysses
Happy Bloomsday
“Hold to the now, the here, through which all future plunges to the past.”
― James Joyce, Ulysses
Happy Bloomsday
I wanted to post something for Father’s Day. And I’m surprised that I’ve never posted this poem here on Metaphor before. I wrote The Fisherman for and about my Dad. It’s been published in a journal or two, and in my book Finding Oakland.
So this is for you again, Dad. Happy Father’s Day. Thank you for showing me that the best moments in life are elegant in their simplicity and pure in their quietude. Thank you, always, for literally everything.
is walking to the sea
at dawn in the purple
of a storm that passed on.
He turns to move on rocks
down to the water
at the base of the pier.
Seals sleep like dogs
in the wet sand, dreaming of men.
But a man will sleep in a moment
dreaming of waves that rise up
like lions digging graves
for the dead.
In the shadow of these cliffs
the day stays dark and cold
with a westerly breeze
on the back of his neck
and his net too small for stars.
So I am sleeping peacefully
dreaming of mountains and snow
while he fights his line
for the rise and fall
of silent seas and angry boats.
His life is a small fire
built to cook fish.

The Fisherman by Kyle Kimberlin
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Learning to write sound, interesting, sometimes elegant prose is the work of a lifetime. The only way I know to do it is to read a vast deal of the best writing available, prose and poetry, with keen attention, and find a way to make use of this reading in one’s own writing. The first step is to become a slow reader.
– Joseph Epstein
What are you wishing for today?
I Wish It Would Rain
I wish it would rain
every morning
while we have breakfast
clear gray drops
the size of grapes
coffee, bread, and the dog
waiting for blue skies
every afternoon
the birds singing and gorging
on seeds.
The fountains leaping up.

I Wish It Would Rain by J. Kyle Kimberlin
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“The difference between the almost right word and the right word is really a large matter — it’s the difference between the lightning bug and the lightning.”
– Mark Twain
Here’s an old poem for Memorial Day. I wrote it back during the Yugoslav Wars, when so much was in the news about the suffering of people in that part of the world. It’s sort of an amalgam of images, mostly refracted in imagination, that for me has become even more poignant in the years of perpetual war misbegotten by Bush and his minions.
BLUE FLOWERS
We are driven to the desert
father; sage and red gravel.
Our backs to the ocean, sounds
of locust and snake.
After days and nights of shoes
crunching on basalt and throb
of blood in our ears, we can
see mountains of blue flowers.
After the crossing, men lost
in the village, homes and fathers
left behind, children shuffling
in the heat and flies,
after the mud in dry places,
the cries of the dying and the news
reports, the dust of us will
feed the flowers by the tracks.
Father, I will water your lilacs
again, and I will sing from the rocks
on your grave; my voice above
the laughing of the wind.

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Read, read, read. Read everything — trash, classics, good and bad, and see how they do it. Just like a carpenter who works as an apprentice and studies the master. Read! You’ll absorb it. Then write. If it’s good, you’ll find out. If it’s not, throw it out of the window.
– William Faulkner
My all time favorite writer.
My friends, I’m having a health event and I could use your prayers and good thoughts this week. All signs point to my gallbladder being the culprit, but I’m waiting for my doctor to call about lab results.
I’ve had several attacks of significant upper abdominal pain over the past several years. Recently, the pains became frequent, so I saw my doc. He said it was suspicious for gallbladder, but prescribed a powerful antacid in case it was gastritis. A few days later, I started getting jaundice (my eyes and skin are yellowish), which generally means that the gallbladder is blocked.
Yesterday I had an ultrasound, which confirmed the presence of stones in my gallbladder. But to rule out other causes, the doctor also sent me to the lab for blood work. That’s what I’m waiting for now.
The good news is that I’ve had no pain in several days, because I’ve stopped eating fat, gone pretty much Vegan. But I’ve never had a health problem that wasn’t solved with medicine and rest. I’ve never been in a hospital as a patient.
It looks like I’ll need surgery for this. If so, hopefully, I’ll have the laproscopic option. I’ve heard that’s much less of a trial. And I understand that gallbladder surgery is very common and safe. But I’m still anxious — understandably, I think.
At the moment I feel OK. I’m just waiting for more to be revealed. In the meantime, I can use all the prayer and good energy from you that I can get … thanks!
Android Laptop: would you want one? Mike Elgan expounds on that idea at Cult of Android.
I like the idea of a laptop, with a real physical keyboard, that runs Android. I love my Nexus tablet, and plan to get a physical keyboard for it eventually.
In this good place I have paper
and ink but not the sound
of your breathing. I have
the sound of trucks passing
and the birds that sing at dawn.
The sun shines all day
but the owls called from a tree
that I cut down out of spite.
I have mulberry trees
and deep shade in memory
but I have forgotten the little
lines around your eyes.
I see that I should stay
for many years, until death
quickens me to energy
and gives me particles
of laughter to remember you
in the next good place.
J. Kyle Kimberlin
4.28.2013

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This is one of my favorite poems by me. The emotions are close to the surface, but still flitting about in obscurity.
I’ve posted it before, but just gave it a polish. And as far as I’m concerned, if I change a word or a punctuation mark, it’s fair game to post it again if I want to. Don’t you agree?
I can’t do an audio right now, because the PC I use to do that is in the shop for a new motherboard.
Water Melts Sugar
Water melts sugar. Sunlight
in February melts the dull fog
on the bald canal. We are
dissolved, standing on the bank
searching the dark water for gar.
They drift away.
Fog dulls the hearing. There –
is that dog barking ahead of us
or behind? No matter, we have
no need of dogs now, or fish.
We have everything.
You know, sugar is good in our coffee
and on berries when the summer comes.
But look – I think I see one
swimming in the swift, cold deep.

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I mean I’m following you too, as far as you know.
A lot of bloggers have been following Metaphor lately, and I appreciate it very much. But you might be wondering why I haven’t followed back. It’s because I usually don’t sub by email. I use Feedly to sub to feeds; until recently, Google Reader. I have a lot of WordPress blogs set up there. So that’s what’s going on.
Apropos of nothing, I really wish the owner of this coffeehouse would throw down a few bucks to pump in some heat. It’s a beautiful spring day, but it’s like a refrigerator in here. Still, thanks for the free wi-fi.