Engine

We argue about flowers

We raise our voices

and the flowers stand

proudly in the withering light

From a great distance

they softly whisper hush

We don’t really care about flowers

This is just steam from the engine

that drives the great shafts

of our darkness

A wonderful machine

covered with flowers

~KK*

In Jail, Hussein Said Little of Value

“Mr. Hussein told his interrogator on one occasion that a principal reason for invading [Kuwait] was his belief that he needed to keep his army occupied. … He distrusted what his restive officer corps might do if they were not otherwise distracted.”

He attacked Kuwait because his army was bored and he was afraid of a coup d’etat? Well, I have to admit that Bush’s reasons for attacking Iraq – oil and revenge for trying to kill Bush’s daddy – were better than that. These guys are all crazy.

The New York Times

Secret Window

Metaphor has a movie recommendation for you today:

The Secret Window, starring Johnny Depp, John Turturro, Maria Bello, and Timothy Hutton. It just came out on DVD on 6/22.

* Cool camera work – some really interesting panning shots.

* Depp was good – everybody in it was good. And unlike some movies based on Stephen King’s writing, it doesn’t suffer from a huge cast of characters you can’t keep straight.

* The story was very tight. Some great twists and turns.

* Very nice mood setting; sets and scenery are nearly perfect.

* Good pace. I don’t remember yelling and the screen, “Can we move the plot please?” which I frequently do with movies.

So, go rent it.

deadly floating material

The FBI is warning public officials about possible explosive floating material — booby-trapped boyant stuff. They sent out the warning, despite the fact that there’s “no intelligence terrorists are planning to or want to do this.” It’s just hypothetical. Like a certain presidency.

But hey, it could happen. You ever eat a couplethree chilidogs, have a few brewskis and jump in the ol’ hot tub? You’re ground zero, Baby.

CNN.com

DOD

Dear Ol’ Dad.

Today was my Dad’s birthday. Happy day, Dad!

He never reads my blog. That’s OK. Nobody in my family reads it. …

Anyway, today was his day and we went to The Olive Garden for lunch, because when you’re at the Olive Garden you’re family. Our waiter was like an annoying cousin, but only in the sense that he was trying awfully hard. Speaking of which I gave dad a card with a dog on it that looked like our Stella, who died four years ago. I thought it would be heartwarming, but maybe it was just troubling. Trying too hard. [sigh]

If at first you don’t succeed, it’s probably time for a nap.

But I digress. I just wanted to point out that my Dad’s a great guy. See all those powerlines in the background of his photo? Of course you don’t, I photoshopped them out. But they were there. And Dad was a lineman for over 3 decades. Scary job, kids. Hard farkin work. Thanks Dad. Love ya.

Found in my notebook…

A little orphaned bit of something, a passing feeling, to share:

On the horizon through the heat

mirages rising from the half-melted

asphalt, I see the first peaks.

I have feared these dark mountains

since childhood, and in a moment

I am climbing the foothills.

A moment more

and there is snow among the trees.

~Kyle

9/29/2001

A Happy Man

I’m posting this tonight for Joe.

THE RIGHT THING

Let others probe the mystery if they can.

Time-harried prisoners of Shall and Will-

The right thing happens to the happy man.

The bird flies out, the bird flies back again;

The hill becomes the valley, and is still;

Let others delve that mystery if they can.

God bless the roots! -Body and soul are one

The small become the great, the great the small;

The right thing happens to the happy man.

Child of the dark, he can out leap the sun,

His being single, and that being all:

The right thing happens to the happy man.

Or he sits still, a solid figure when

The self-destructive shake the common wall;

Takes to himself what mystery he can,

And, praising change as the slow night comes on,

Wills what he would, surrendering his will

Till mystery is no more: No more he can.

The right thing happens to the happy man.

~Theodore Roethke

forging right ahead…

I’ve got a little personal project going on. I keep a journal. I have for many years. I thought it might be cool to gradually put it on computer, make it searchable. That way, when somebody says, “What year was it we all went to Gilroy for the famous garlic festival therein, and Uncle Kyle had that bad gas all the way home?” I’ll be able to find it.

I’ve started with my current journal, which goes back five years. There are more in the closet, going back maybe another ten. So far, I’ve typed in May through June of 1999.

What I’ve learned so far is that I’m not much different, in terms of my discernable emotional life, than I was then. This isn’t good news. I need to lighten up.

The garlic festival begins July 23, and runs for three days. In the mean time, there’s Santa Barbara’s annual Solstice. Maybe I’ll go as a guy who didn’t just stumble out of a Chekov play.

He is survived by his mother

Mattie Stepanek, Poet, Advocate, Dies

“Despite his condition, Stepanek was upbeat, saying he didn’t fear death. His work was full of life, a quest for peace, hope and the inner voice he called a ‘heartsong.'”

“It’s our inner beauty, our message, the songs in our hearts. My life mission is to spread peace to the world.”

What a fine poet. Such a wonderful vision of purpose. This boy’s death is a loss to all of us, a gain to none but heaven.

Off to the Conventions?

Hey, do you all think I should apply for credentials to the Democratic National Convention? I could blog from there about nothing in particular, which is what I expect will be going on. So it would be right up my alley, don’t you think?

Anyway, other bloggers will be covering the events, so I’ll just stay here and drink coffee and watch the show. Hope none of you are disappointed.