vapor trails

I drove down to Ventura tonight, to attend a poetry reading. Forty poets were invited to read, to celebrate forty years of publishing by Solo Press, and to honor the contributions of the publisher and poet Glenna Luschei. An old friend of mine, from a poets’ workshop which I remember fondly. It was a fine evening; good to be by the ocean, and to see old friends.  
 
Here’s the piece I read tonight.
 
 

Vapor Trails

 

 

1.

 

Harvest moon tonight.

It will be cooler, and grow
cooler still as each night
falls away.

I live upstairs you know,
so standing by the silent
piano I can see the vapor
trails curved and stretched
among the clouds, bound
for San Francisco.

Even at night, the moon
will catch them, bring
them down for me.

The dog doesn’t mind
a contrail in the house;
the ghost of a journey
not our own.
She sleeps.

 

 

2.

 

I could make supper
and watch TV. Or stand
in the center of the room
and kill the lights, bend
the darkness around me
like a coat, an iron
maiden of my loneliness,
my unmusical, unhappy
self. The dog shifts
to a new plot of carpet;
fresh ground for her dreaming.

 


 

3.

 

It is all well. The crows
are down in orchards
to the east, their vespers
done. I made spaghetti
and watched the evening news.
We learn so little of each
other, even if God gives us
months. So you’ve returned
our coarse, untangled
distance, and my bathroom
drawers. The dog
wakes up, and looks around
for you.

 

 

 

 

 
 

seeded, sleeping

The room is full of light, and he is full of the feeling of summer. The way it stays warm all night, so that he sleeps with the fan. He loves that moment when he parks the car in the shade and wants nothing so much as to lay across the seats and sleep through the afternoon. What does it take, he wonders, to hold on to moments like this? How is it possible for a man to fend off the winter that’s seeded, sleeping, in his heart?

 

I wrote this today and I have no idea where it’s going. Alas!

 

Crap can it?

hollywood eats its young

LOS ANGELES (Reuters) – Prosecutors on Thursday charged Oscar-nominated actor Haley Joel Osment, who famously saw dead people in 1999 hit movie “The Sixth Sense,” with drunken driving and marijuana possession.

Osment, 18, faces up to six months in jail if convicted on the charges that arose after a car crash in suburban Los Angeles on July 20.[Link]

I see sick people.

estimate this

I was driving in my pickup a short time ago, listening to BBC news. They were discussing a UN resolution, I believe, and one of the reporters said this:

One simply cannot underestimate the importance of the international community coming together on this, and presenting a united front.

the imperfect pot

Thanks to my friend Courtney for this…
 
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the end of a pole, which she carried across her neck.  One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.  

For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.  But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.  

After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, the imperfect pot spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house."  

The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot’s side?  That’s because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back, you water them.  
 
For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table.  Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house.
"Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it’s the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding.  You’ve just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them.  
 
Love you, you bunch of crackpots!

turkey prosecutes writer for using the word genocide

Standards of democracy may be slipping here in the good old USA, but it helps to keep things in perspective. And be ever more vigilant. Turkey may be on Diplomatic terms with the democratic West, and a NATO member country, but if that’s a democracy, I’ll put in with ya.
 
Since its inception in 1923, the Turkish Republic has policed its writers fiercely. Its penal code, taken from Mussolini’s Italy, puts serious curbs on freedom of expression, but Turkey’s leading writers have never toed the line. The great modernist poet Nazim Hikmet spent much of his adult life in prison and died in exile. The novelist Yashar Kemal, for many decades Turkey’s most famous writer, has been serially harassed and prosecuted. During the 70’s, 80’s and 90’s, so many writers, journalists and scholars were imprisoned for their views that a prosecution became a badge of honor: if you had not yet angered the state, then perhaps you hadn’t said anything of importance.  [ Link]

don’t even mention it

It’s already started. Every year at this time, it’s the same thing, and I hate it. And I don’t even have any kids, and I’ve been out of school since before the parents of this year’s seniors even met. But I can’t stand Back to School. 
 
Back to everfreakin school.
 
Why does it gripe my cookies so much? Because it’s summer’s hospice, that’s why. And yet again still another major reminder of how fast the year, and my implacable mortality, are flushing away.
 
So I don’t want to watch the Gap ads, the Dell commercials, the zoom-in shots of piles of Mead notebooks.
 
Thank you for your support.

money and muck

Money is power, more money for the government is more power for the government. More power for the government will allow it to, among many other things, amuse itself by putting its fingers in a million pies, and stop performing its essential functions well, and get dizzily distracted by nonessentials, and muck up everything. Which is more or less where we are.
 
– Peggy Noonan, Columnist
 

childbirth

Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very, very dark, so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-year-old girl, to hold a flashlight high over her Mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby.

Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Her Mommy pushed and pushed, and after a little while Ricky was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Ricky began to cry.

The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-year old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, “He shouldn’t have crawled in there in the first place ……… smack his ass again!”

truth is beauty

The Kansas City Star: An interview with the writer John Banville, whose book The Sea is presently washing me away.

You muse upon the beauty of Banville when you’ve stopped reading him for a moment and are attending to your wounds. You admire his account of a clump of trees as “monkey-brown with a tarry reek,” of a rising sea as “a vast bowl of water bulging like a blister, lead-blue and malignantly agleam.”


I haven’t read the whole interview yet, so I’ll post it here to share, and remind me to finish it – and possibly comment – later.