being there

I’m bored. Really bored. I’m doggysitting. Happy and I are waiting for her mommy and daddy – my folks – to get back from their weekend expedition to Monterey and the amazing aquarium therein. I should go read a book. I have some with me. Steven King, John Banville, and a couple of issues of Poetry.
 
I smell like fish. Which sucks in a sickly ironic way, since I didn’t go to the aquarium and the amusing penguin exhibit therein. Which is fine, I don’t mind hanging with Happy, but it just sucks. Happy gets a little fish oil on her food in the evening, for her heart, and I got it on my hands. Also on my shirt, which is presently in the washing machine. Going round and round like the wheels on Mom’s car, conveying them home through Gilroy, and the garlic festival therein.
 
I like garlic. I’ve had complaints. Do people get in your face, so to speak, about things like that? I carry a little box of breath mints now. Well, technically they’re not mints I guess; they’re orange.
 
Oh hold the phone!  We can see the penguins on the internet! How cool is that? Now I just need to rest my chin on my hands, take a deep breath, and it’s just like being there.
 
As Happy says, smell ya later.

the begats of blogs

I recommend this post on Escapable Logic …

… We bloggers are, overwhelmingly, the descendants of serfs and laborers. We have opinions that are poorly informed, strongly held, weakly projected and universally unheeded. The cruel fact is that the voices of people-who-blog, like ladies-who-lunch, have a trivial effect on the vectors of our culture or our government or big business, which happily pulls the strings of government.

Yet we write as if we matter.

OK, true. But he has some interesting thoughts on what to do about it. Meanwhile, it seems to me that the mainstream media has been just as frustrated in impacting public policy as the blogosphere, under the current administration. I can’t imagine a news article or editorial that would even make Bush blink. His edifice is utterly immune.

me, but less of it

I just thought you might be sitting out there wondering, perhaps discussing it among yourselves, over dinner, or over the potting mix in the garden department at Wal-mart. So …

I’ve been on a diet now for almost a year, and I’ve lost 85 pounds. Got a ways to go, but the wind is at my back.

You’re welcome: now you don’t have to watch Entertainment Tonight to get the poop.

very breath

Oh man, I hate it when somebody figures out the heart of my darkness, which compels me to admit my essential, insegrievious hypersomething. The quantum superposition of indolence.

The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive. To him… a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god, and failure is death. Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create — so that without the creating of music or poetry or books or buildings or something of meaning, his very breath is cut off from him. He must create, must pour out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency he is not really alive unless he is creating.

-Pearl S. Buck, novelist, Nobel laureate (1892-1973)

justice

Justice will not be served until those who are unaffected are
as outraged as those who are.
— Benjamin Franklin

‘Cause when love is gone, there’s always justice.
And when justice is gone, there’s always force.
And when force is gone, there’s always Mom. Hi Mom!
— Laurie Anderson